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October 21st, 2012 | 3:02 PM

Nostalgia

The weekend is nearing a close and I’m sitting here browsing the Wayback Machine and reading articles from my old blogs; from back in the day when I was young dumb and full of other’s cum  and super fun. Now I feel like a boring old woman, never leaving the house, complaining about her dry lady parts and reminiscing the old days. Nostalgia much?! PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER DAVID!

Yes, I have got to pull myself together and more specifically, stop living like an old, poor, retired woman with expired “woohoo parts,” when in actual fact I’m still young, good looking (even if I have to say so myself), and I’ve got my whole life ahead of me. I see a much better future than the life I’ve lived in the past, anyway.

Now for the million dollar question(s): “Dear David, why haven’t you left the house in over a year? Why haven’t you dated anyone in almost a year? Why is your vagina out of service? Why haven’t you been recording any more videos? And why have you been neglecting your blog?”  Oh please, enough with your questions! I refuse to answer without my lawyer present. – What I really mean to say is that I don’t know?! I don’t have answers.

Maybe this, this, and this can provide some answers. The point is, that I haven’t really opened myself up to new people and experiences even though that was my intention. There’s still something that’s holding me back, some subconscious issue that’s keeping me in my own prison, locked away from society by my own will. I guess the problem is that I’m struggling to find a way to pull myself out of it. But I’ve started to realize something vital over the last few days and I hope that this realization will help others in my situation to also see the light.

I’ve awaken to the vital realization that I will never find a way to pull myself out of this hole. The only way for me to get out of this hole is for me to CREATE a way out. Being nostalgic or waiting for a miracle to happen is definitely not the solution. I have to pull myself together and create my own solution. At the end of the day it is up to me, and only me, to change the situation and build a brighter future.

To anyone else out there who feel unmotivated, stuck, or trapped by your own will, please realize that the only person who can change your situation is YOU. Also know that you are awesome and that you have the power to change your life. Awaken with me. Let us realize that we are in control of our destiny. Let us embrace it! Let’s stop brewing on the past, say goodbye to current holdups, open ourselves up to a brighter future and take charge of our own destiny. The future is now!

I’m really happy with the direction in which I am heading. Now if only I could get my hands on a hot guy with a huge dick a new designer wardrobe my life would be complete, until the next season anyway.

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October 18th, 2012 | 8:32 PM

Living in the Future

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I honestly can’t believe that it’s Friday already. I went to bed quite early last night due to my generally messed up sleeping patterns and woke up at 3:20 AM (CAT/GMT+2) this morning. Not such a great time to be waking up. It’s quite funny that I’m posting this as being “Friday already” when the date/timestamp on my blog will be showing this as published Thursday night; that is because I’m living in the future, didn’t you know? South Africa is the future y’all! (No it’s not, and don’t quote me on that.)

My WoW binge seems to be coming to an end. I’m getting kind of bored of playing it now. Perhaps this is a good thing so that I can once again put 100% of my focus and attention into actually being productive again. I did log into WoW when I got up but I wasn’t really in the mood to play so I just turned in one quest then logged off again. I know that come weekend, I’ll probably be playing quite a lot again.

In other news; I’m writing some more songs and hope to start working on an EP or full album pretty soon, which should be ready for release some time next year (2013). I’m also trying to get focussed enough to actually finish my novel. Writers-block has been a pain though. I did however come across the most awesome online radio stream which provides ambient noise soundscapes. It’s also the same audio stream which I now listen to during my medication sessions. If you need some ambient sounds to help you clear your mind and get focussed, pop this URL into your music player: http://srv3.electro-music.com:8500/

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June 8th, 2011 | 6:36 PM

Apple’s office of the future: Coming 2015

Watch the video below where Steve Jobs presents Apple’s new office concept to the Cupertino city council. if everything goes as planned the mothership will be landing in 2015.

The proposed building reminds me of the futuristic city concepts of the Venus Project. I think that this building will become an important landmark in our society and that other companies will follow suit by embracing futuristic environmentally friendly architecture. So exciting!

May 15th, 2011 | 5:44 PM

These are the thoughts that consume me

I’m sitting here thinking “I wish that I could be in control of my own destiny” but then I realized that I am, yet I feel powerless. Many years have gone by and it feels as though I have accomplished noting which  is untrue. I have gained the kind of wisdom and inner-peace which would have been generally impossible to obtain if I had forced myself into a workaholic labor binge.

Now here I am, self employed blogger and virtual world content creator with very little to show for my title, nothing more than some philosophical thinking and definitely none of the inner peace which I once claimed. Once upon a time I was on my way to having it all. Am I still on that path or have I strayed off into a wilderness of endless despair?  A recent conversation with an old friend  made me feel even worse about my lack of accomplishment. Why do I feel this way? After reading various books and viewing many documentaries about personal development, positive  enrichment and over-all well-being, why do I have this dark cloud of depression hanging over me?  Why has my love and lust for life vanished from my emotions? Where is my inspiration, my dedication, my drive? – These are the questions keeping me up at night.

Perhaps I should write a book, I thought. Making up stories would surely take my mind off of that which plagues me in reality. I thought of many topics, most fiction some non-fiction. But, as with everything else in my life at this very moment I am unable to pinpoint my passion, direct my energy and muster enough enthusiasm to actually decide on, never mind write any kind of story. Lady Gaga once said that we should honor our vomit and that is what I am doing right now. Perhaps something good will come of this, perhaps not. It has been a while since I’ve jotted down my thoughts as they come. Even though this is not some interesting novel, I am in fact writing and although this is not a story of my imagination it is a story of my life. Maybe that is the purpose of my personal blog, to write the story of my life however bland or depressing it may seem. Maybe one day when I become rich and famous I can look back to this and make an epic biography film about my life from rags to riches, or maybe I’ve already reached my riches but I’m still seeing them as rags because I compare them to the best instead of comparing them to the worst. Maybe I would look back at this thinking why on earth I would publish such personal thoughts on a public domain…

And then the thought comes to mind: Should I publish this? Oh wait, I already have. The world sees it but should I care? I am after all a part of the world as the world is also a part of me and a part of everyone else walking the face of the earth for that matter. Aren’t we all “one” in the bigger scheme of things or have I just gone crazy? Once again these thoughts consume me and I am left looking into space pondering about my life, my past and my future, questioning the universe and begging for some sort of inspiration or drive to return to me so that I can get back up and take what is mine: freedom and success. Or am I just living in my own fairy tale world from which I cannot escape? So I continue thinking, writing and staring into space…

January 26th, 2011 | 6:24 AM

The 2011 State of the Union Address (Enhanced Version)

President Obama speaks about moving forward to create jobs, out-compete in the global economy by investing in innovation and education, and win the future for our children and our country. View the enhanced video below featuring charts, graphs and other visual aids that accompany the President’s speech.

January 8th, 2010 | 12:58 AM

Biz 2.0 – The Future Of The Workplace

In a recent article I noted Web 2,0 and added on that there “should” be Biz 2.0 as well. Our human minds keep evolving and we become more open to new ideas and ways to implement them that we have already entered a new era on the Internet called Web 2.0; a new improved way of website programming that allows the user experience to improve dramatically. Yet in business, 90% of us are still doing things the ‘old-school’ way. there are even some people our there that don’t yet realise the potential of the Internet and having an online presence for your business. Unfortunately those are the same people that would slow us down from entering a new Era of the workplace, or Biz 2.0 as I call it.

The Classic Method and its Limiting Stereotypes:

We have all learnt and been believed the following to be true about business. our minds have been intentionally programmed in such a way that anything other then the “beliefs” below instantly causes us to think that the business or question is simply not professional enough or capable of doing the job. Now please note that I am not totally against all of these beliefs but I am just writing this to point out the limiting stereotypes.

  • The business owner must dress in formal attire and always conducts himself in a professional business-like manner.
    This stereotype is completely ridiculous. It makes us believe the person is taking his business seriously and want to appear neat and professional to potential clients and that (s)he knows what (s)he is doing. Ever so often you find that you’re not satisfied with the service and there goes the belief. Yet when we meet someone that looks “average” or “unprofessional” we instantly believe that they are incapable of doing the job, when in actual fact they could me more capable and deliver better results then the “big professional company/person” and regardless of whether we choose the professional businessman or the average looking freelancer we only have a 50% change of receiving good service. This stereotype also makes it hard for ‘easy going’ people to obtain great success in business if their main client base is filled with the stereotyping conservatives. How limiting is this? Don’t you think that this is absolutely ridiculous?
  • Work must be done in a office with set rules and business hours, all staff must dress in formal attire and conduct themselves in a professional business manner at all times, if you aren’t busy then act busy otherwise people will think that you are lazy or unprofessional.
    Too often I would hear a friend complain about his/her boss and what a slave-driver he/she is and that even if there is nothing to do at the office you should still look busy otherwise he/she might think that you a slacking on the job. They would also be banned from using social networking or do anything personal while at the office otherwise they could lose their jobs. This is where I say ‘OH MY GOD, WHO THE FUCK CARES?!” I think that’s its absolutely pathetic that some business owners expect their staff to behave like robots for 9 hours a day. My simple belief is that if the work gets done on time and meets the clients highest expectations then the staff should be free to do whatever else they want to do, be it browse the internet and chat to friends from the office, or even leaving the office early. AS LONG AS THE WORK GETS DONE PROFESSIONALLY AND ON TIME NOTHING ELSE SHOULD MATTER!!

There are many more examples of the classic beliefs and limiting stereotypes but I will go over those at another time. My idea is to slowly make you get used to the fact that business is only transacting and exchanging goods or services, no more different from ordering a pizza over the phone shopping for groceries. Surely you don’t expect the pizza delivery guy to show up in a Benz wearing a suit and you don’t expect the grocery staff packing staff to greet you personally and wear a suit, conducting themselves in a professional business manner, they’re just there to help you find something or repack the racks right? So why on earth would you expect these things from any other business deal? At the end of the day its all the same, its nothing but a simple exchange of product or service.

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