Ok, so I know I said that I don’t really want to turn this into an online journal again because some personal thoughts and events are just a bit TOO PERSONAL and somewhat SCANDALOUS but tonight I have this immense urge to share my thoughts with someone, so why not share it with the world?

Here I am, sitting up in front of my fabulous Apple Mac, in my fabulous house, eating fabulous snacks, watching my fabulous boyfriend sleep. On any other occasion this would be a relatively good evening; except for one thing. – I now live 50km away from my boyfriend, whereas I used to be with him day and night, I now have to get used to only seeing him over weekends, and maybe not even every weekend.

I can’t sleep tonight, I’m sitting up thinking how I’m going to cope with this huge change. The distance is causing lots of emotional issues. Sorry for being over sensitive and over emotional, but how does one cope when being used to eat/drink/sleep/live with your lover every day and night and then suddenly having to accept only doing so once a week, or once a month?

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