Grant Gustin: My First Celebrity Crush

Grant Gustin: My First Celebrity Crush

I’ve never really understood the whole “fangirl” thing. Sure, I admire, appreciate, and respect many celebrities but I’ve never been head-over-heels in love or obsessed with any celebrity, until now.

Meet Grant Gustin, aka The Flash; the beautiful boy who, by his mere existence, is helping me get over many emotional issues, including finally letting go of an ex-boyfriend who I’ve been crying about since I left him ~3 years ago. It’s quite funny how a new crush on someone I can never have, is helping me move forward and open my heart to the thought and possibility of falling in love with someone new. And now I finally understand what it feels like to go total “fangirl” over someone. I mean, just look at him: Grant Gustin = Love at first sight. Right?…

Giving the best CW eyes I can.

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Unfortunately though, Grant is half way around the world, unaware of my existence, and already happily involved, according to IMDb, with a very lucky girl named Hannah Douglas. I should probably drop this obsession before I become delusional and emotionally attached to someone who probably wouldn’t even give me a second thought if he stumbles across my existence. It’s just so new and strange to me, to have feelings for a celebrity. Is this what it is like to be a fangirl? Am I already delusional?

Will my life, from this moment forward, revolve around researching and e-stalking my new obsession? Will I continue getting butterflies in my stomach every time I see or hear anything related to him? Will I continue feeling alone and cry myself to sleep at night because, he’s not here with me, in my arms? Ok, fine, I’m already delusional. I’m officially a fangirl. Please, notice me Senpai!


Here’s a New Tune for Yah

Here’s a New Tune for Yah

Hi guys, I’ve produced a new tune for yah. Some of you might have already heard it when I shared it across my social media channels earlier this week, but if you haven’t; here it is for your weekend butt-shake shenanigans.

I’m not quite sure what genre to define this as: It is part electro house, part minimal, with a touch of techno, and some dub baselines. It falls under the broad “EDM” spectrum but to be more specific; it’s probably TechStep, or something like that.

It’s unmastered, so it sounds better with headphones or on a bass-boosting sound system. Have a listen and let me know what you think…

Please consider this an unfinished preview track. Follow me on Twitter or subscribe to my newsletter to be notified when the official release becomes available. More tunes are coming soon, so watch this space!

Thanks for reading/listening. Till next time ~ much love! xoxo

Ideal Nights At Little Red Pocket in Melbourne, Australia

Ideal Nights At Little Red Pocket in Melbourne, Australia

Nights could be the most passive part of the day a person has. Work could be so much stressful and mentally draining that you want to head straight home and drift yourself off to sleep. Nightlife for you and your workmates could be so boring especially when some paperwork and files are still left at your desk, and you are thinking about doing the same thing tomorrow morning.

This is totally not an interesting time of the day for all of you, which means that after-work hours have never been stimulating. The only thing that you will look forward to after is to lay in your bed. However, Little Red Pocket will change your mind that hours after work should always bring you home. For them, you can always relax and be yourself again, that there is a place aside from your office and at home.

Little Red Pocket is open during Tuesday to Saturday nights, ready to chill you up for the next day’s work. At the same time, each night at Little Red Pocket is a different night that will surely have you looking forward for another night of events, food and drinks.

If you are the type who wants to unwind with South American music, Latin Lover Tuesday nights at Little Red Pocket is the night for you. Ranging from Zouk, Salsa, Bachata and Kizomba, Little Red Pocket will surely bring you the best of Latin music every week. During Tuesday nights, they also offer a dance class at 7PM for a $15 entry with complimentary drink.

Little Red Pocket bring you and your workmates fun-filled activities during Kanpai Trivia Wednesdays. Activities from testing your brains to physical challenges and group games will get you and your team involved. Of course, these activities come with fun awards. In addition, Wednesdays offers free entry, and your team should be pre-registered.

Live raw performances are hosted by Russ and Reubs during Thursdays. Experience live music from talented performers, artists and musicians from all over Melbourne from 5:30PM to 7:30PM, while an open mic will be from 7:30PM to 1AM. Even book your birthday here! We have many packages to choose from.

At Little Red Pocket, your night is always interesting. This cocktail bar brings that best out of it to bring you the nights that you have never experienced. When you spend your after-work hours at Little Red Pocket with your friends and workmates, the experience will keep all of you talking about it the next day.

[ Article by Andrew Hiew on behalf of Little Red Pocket ]

Do Your Thing

Fuck me it’s Friday! Party Time? Yeah? Yeah! Here’s a new tune for your weekend shenanigans: Do Your Thing…

This will be one of the tracks on my upcoming album, along with Fashion Music, that I shared earlier this week. As with my previous Soundcloud upload(s); this is most likely not the final edit of the track. You can expect a more refined and professionally mastered track once the complete album drops later this year.

Track listing, cover art, and official release date TBA. Watch this space.

Fashion Music

I’ve been working on a new album: The Runway Collection – Music for the Catwalk, and I’m proud to announce that the first track, Fashion Music, is now available on Soundcloud, with more tracks coming soon. Have a listen…

Admit it, you can totally picture models walking down the runway to this beat, or maybe you’d enjoy it more at a party? Designers, you’re welcome to get in touch if you want to use this tune in your fashion shows.

This is most likely not the final edit of Fashion Music. The more I replay it; the more changes I want to make. This is probably why it takes me so fucking long to release anything, because I always want to change things.

Individual tracks along with the complete album will be available on iTunes Music and various other mp3 download and streaming services, world-wide. Track listing, cover art, and official release date TBA. Watch this space.

Falling Back

I’m totally obsessed with this tune right now. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because I’m living in the past again; thinking about lost love, and hoping that he will come back to me. But in all honesty, i’ll probably be single forever, because I’m no longer a cute, loving twink – I’m just a sad, hateful, bitter old faggot now.

This song though… ❤️💛💚💙💜

Cosmic Gate & Eric Lumiere – Falling Back (Official Music Video)


I believe that we can make it
I don’t care what other’s say
They don’t know the way we love, they’re outside
If you can meet me in the middle
Maybe we can compromise a little
Cause our love is worth it all, it’s bigger than the little things we fight
For you, ill give up all the lives that don’t lift us

We’re falling back in love
Here we are again
Now you’re singing my song
and I’m singing your song
We’re falling back in love
and we’re both movin’
To the beat that goes like this
I’m singing yeahhh
and ohh
We’re falling back in love

Now that we are here together
Let this moment last forever
As i look into your eyes, they’re so bright
I promise i’ll tell you all my secrets
Tell you my fears, and face my demons
Cause honesty will bring in the light
For you, ill give up all the lives that don’t lift us

Another You

I’m not saying I’m not sorry – Just looking for another you

“The world’s biggest DJ and Grammy nominated producer has joined forces with multiplatinum singer-songwriter, rapper and producer Mr. Probz to create ‘Another You’, the first single from Armin’s forthcoming full-length studio album, to be released this fall. Armin and Mr. Probz met last year and instantly hit it off, ensuring an outstanding collaboration and delivering a stunning record to honour their brand new joint effort.”

“‘Another You’ instantly grabs the listener with the first strummed chords until Mr. Probz’s irresistible vocal enters with its uniquely gravelly timbre. Admin worked the song’s hooks and impeccably timed builds and drops to leave the listener no choice other than to throw both hands firmly in the air.”